calm secrets sleepyhead...

ok, so things are starting to calm down here. at least until jason decides to have his next episode.... hopefully we are done with all of this crap! oh, except my dad did leave me a message that my aunt (his sister Sandy) died today. she had a brain tumor and she lived several more months than they told her she would. she was only supposed to have a week or two left when they found out. he said that she didn't want a funeral, just cremation and then to have her ashes scattered out by where they vacation on the lake way up in michigan. such is life. i really didn't know her all that well. she always reminded me of her mom, my grandma. they looked like twins. i guess it's good that there is no funeral. i would be so nervous going, i always am when i am with that side of the family. they all know me, and ask about my brother and stuff and i barely can remember their names. i saw Sandy about 3 years ago at a family gathering, i didn't really hang out with her or talk to her that much, but she was always real nice to us. anyway, she's gone....

jason and i took nick out for ice cream today while mike was showing our house that isn't going to sell. geez, i shouldn't put that out there in the universe...i should say "our house will sell by the end of the month..." that is the "secret" isn't it? i haven't read the book or anything, but who needs to when you can just tivo oprah and learn? and if oprah wasn't enough, i sat next to some crazy guy on the airplane who told me that we were "meant" to sit next to each other because of the secret. (the secret is basically all about what you put out into the universe you will get back, or some crazy ass shit like that) anyway, i had to listen to this guy and how we were supposed to be sitting next to each other so we could discuss the universe and our purpose of being here at the same place at the same time, only up until i could find my ipod headset and tell him that my secret was getting some time to myself, and that the universe wanted me to have some alone time. seriously dude. i just plugged in my flight number and got this seat. anyway, our house WILL sell.

went to bed last night at 7:30. thinking about making it until 8:30 tonight. i have 9 minutes...